You became everything we joked about.
Does anyone else know someone who’s changed?
Fuck me! There’s this one boy who’s desperately trying to climb the social triangle. Before he was a mere Middle Middle boy just like myself and our friends. He craved the appreciation of those higher up the triangle than him. Personally I think he was just jealous because I was (and maybe still am) slightly higher than him on the popularity chain.
It sounds silly but mostly everybody knows my name and I’m well liked amongst nearly everyone. He never liked this. And he made sure I knew it. He ridiculed me in front of her majesty “Queen Bitch”. I say Queen Bitch, she’s the highest girl on the Social Triangle. She liked the bitching as so many often do.
Now I don’t say I’m not a bitch. My bitching is sort of, awkward kid that sits next to you in Math class. I can be considered two faced…well I say, I don’t like some people but wont actively be mean to them just for the fun. Behind their backs maybe, but who doesn’t. But this boy did it behind people’s backs, in front of people’s backs and everywhere and anywhere. All to get friends and make him look better.
A while back I suffered depression, I blame him for it. It’s shocking to admit to this but I started having thoughts of killing myself. Fortuatly I managed to get out of the grovelling pit. However I find myself falling back into it each and every day.
Me and him used to joke about all the things the populars did. Make fun of the over priced clothes they wore, the fake tan, the bitching. It has only just occurred to me that he is slowly but surly turning into one.
It started off subtly, not going to lunch with us but instead going to those higher up on the popularity triangle. That was fine, maybe he wanted a break…he slowly got more detached. But every morning he would be there using us, his regular friends, because the populars were still yet to arrive. Early this week he organised a meal, nothing special just a bit of fun. It was all planned but he couldn’t go. “Had no money” he said. But the pictures started arriving on facebook of him with the populars. No money. No money my ass.
I saw a picture of him today with the populars. Wearing the high branded clothes we mocked them for. Posing in the pictures as if he had always been, one of them.
His mocking had always been something I hated but it became his trait neither the less. He can’t seem to understand how much pain he’s caused me. The depression, the thoughts the actions. Everything.
I wanna kill a few bitches.
They’re like bitches that aren’t even humerous bitches.
You know classic gay bitch
Funny awkward bitch that sits next to you in Geography!
BUT THEN THERE’S THE TOP TRIANGLE BITCH.
In my old school…(I go to college now) there were these uber bitches…
School life was a triangle. People on the top and people on the bottom. I was roughly in the middle. It’s strange to think all the people on the bottom support the people on top.
Ex just called me a prick
‘APPY DAYS!
Lmao this was after he made fun of me and I refused to play along so he could impress someone. Am I justified??
